You have to help me forget you...

You got it, you got it bad...sorry, Usher's song is on MTV...

anyhow, i don't know why i'm blogging...maybe because something's bothering me again...

who would have thought i'd bump into a friend today...in a really huge mall...and that good friend would ask about someone i was trying to forget...actually, i was doing great already, until today....damn! damn! damn!

now i'm being punished - hence, the birth of this entry



the four-paged green document is just here, resting silently in my drawer, i am tempted to open it and read it...again...for the nth time but I'm trying not to...


I'm sorry, but up until now, i still don't get it...somebody explain it to me!!! please...


why do you need to say you baked a dozen cakes when all you had prepared for is one cookie? lies, lies, lies...when will people stop lying?



You said you'll finish what you've started...apparently, you left me hanging again...you always do...and i always let you...when will i ever learn?

You said you'll explain everything to me..when i get home...i was home several times...nothing happened...

You said you wanted to see me and i believed you...now im starting to believe that those were just words...never meant... - more of "i didn't mean to say those things - sorry, i was joking"


"Maybe we obsess too much over relationships we feel unfinished" - can we just finish this so that i may stop obsessing over it? trust me, it's a little bit tiring already. I tried doing it on my own, but I'm stuck...i need a little help from you...you have to help me forget you...

your pink police are everywhere!!! damn!